My body and my senses are confused. They are trying to understand the change of seasons, but jump from extreme to extreme. Last night, I was sitting in bed writing letters and I heard the street sweeper go by. I knew it was a streetsweeper, but in my head, it was a snow plow. I think some part of me wanted it to be a snow plow. I love those nights in the winter where snow starts to fall later in the day, garunteeing a good covering by morning. When I was a child, I could hear the plow going up and down our hill and as I fell asleep, I hoped that it could not do the job, and I would be free from school the next day.
As an almost adult, I am much less apt to take a day off from the office, or even work from home, yet there is still something endlessly exciting about late night snow storms. But, its September. Its not snow. Its just the street sweeper taking away the dead leaves that have just barely begun to fall.
Similarly, this morning I rode the T to work. I do this every day, and every day the stale heat lulls me to sleep until the last stop. I climbed the stairs, and when I exited the station, the heat stayed with me for five seconds, then ten. I thought, “wow, it has really warmed up outside since I got on the T at home.” Of course, it would have had to jump at least ten degrees in half an hour for this to be true. And then it was gone, the station heat dispersed into the chilly Boston morning. For a few seconds, I had really thought it was warm, summer warm. I had thought it was, so quickly, summer again.